Monday, November 9, 2009
' 12:58 AM
-aozora no namida-
In 2 day's time my life might change once more... sighs,, thanks to the people who keep telling me its gonna be alright.. but i know something will happen... somehow i just can feel it.. i cant relax nor can i look up into the skies like i always do knowing that something's gonna happen... damn it.. where'd the care free , don't care at all, die jiu die part of me gone to.. guess i'm really growin up eh? and growin up does have its consequences too... working tomorrow! wonder if i can pull myself to chiong like i always do.. this fcking case is rupturing my spirit slowly . rawr!! i wanna live my life at it is... i don't wanna let this pull me back to the past... i laid my hands down and broke off from the fights , the troubles & the disrespects for better things! not for this! arghh... damn it... god please bring me through this.. i gotta put up a strong front for the people around me... but deep down inside i'm going crazy... rahhs!
_When Did Someone As Laid Back As Me Realize He Had Something Worth Protecting.. Ikanaii , Aishiteru..
Tag Replies.!
Nicky;; heart melt sia! hhahas! ducky u must take care ok? ;)
Dom;; link you ahs?! i'll consider it still =P and what u want sia? 1k will finish de lei. hahas..
Allison;; i said don't become - -''
Joey;; lalalas~ stupidgirl! must keep your promise for me kks !
Lyn;; who knows... Bao ying!
Jun;; hahas, i hope so too bro.
Drew;; Sex la! i don't need ask you to tc or whatsoever de lei.. u master brainstormer lei! don't have to worry bout you much. hahaha!!
Xrong;; hahas.. baby you have to take care ah~ if i really go in you must stay out of trouble ok? go dance and make a crew and wait for me x3
Ting;; hais, everyone tells me i won't go in, but who can confirm that? you must takecare ok?
Natasha;; yeah i hope so too ehs.. thanks =)
Melvin;; hahas... well it's funny how you trust people and they can stab you right in the back out of the most sudden times..and yeah i hope i'll be able to go.. i don't even have the mood to start spamming messages... sighs.
Kathrine;; girl ah girl, i hope nothing will happen also eh, hahas.. YOU! must take good care of yourself ahs,
ShaoBin;; dood, NOT HELPING AT ALL~~!? -.-''