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Monday, June 29, 2009 ' 9:27 PM
Monday june 29th
-Black hair. Nuuu!!-

Okay finally bored enough to update, while waiting for joey to send something finish thought of updating , sians.. got a new job @ hilton hotel. quite fun la, better then RC, can work 2 days straight though quite tiring, but not as tiring as RC... thats enough, anyways clubbed last wk, 25th @ st james, hahahs... was quite fun eh.. but my phone don`t have the pics, so sad... anyways nothing much to update le...Friday @ sotongs chalet,was soo damn bored we use the fridge as a ''cooler'',yesterday work..saturday work...oo ya saturday after work some asshole met me at amk.. come and act cute with me.. tmd... but i x3 her for that la. hahaha... anyways nothing much already? didn`t go sch on the first day.. scared tio h1n1 =x.. alot of pics and i`ll post them belowwww... ciao~






Lol majiam spa lidat, only that its cold. xD


weird - -









Was Soo Damn Bored Waiting for the rest to get rdy and meet up to go club sooo... lol

cant rmb when i took this. lol



BeFoRe Work~ lols

Watched this Free thks to pei rong =D &`s megan fox is hawt ~ but ppl say she's a guy ? ouch..

ai du not noe waiii

Baby Baby love love~

Ack~ =P

uh-oh...

lovey dovey lovey dovey kiss kiss kiss~

Ehhh? forgot wht we posing for alr. LOL

I look like i`m wearing make up - -

Mother And Son? LOL

__Finally i'll be able to not waste my time rotting at home.

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Tuesday, June 23, 2009 ' 6:26 AM
Tuesday June 23rd .
-Marathon , Ikanai Aishiteru-

Woooo... de um hello~ lets see where to start...Saturday night went out to ride with cal and dom, was too damned bored at home...sooo went over to jiahao place to take my old bike as my haro dno which fuc*er take...anyways went up to sengkang,ahh sweet memories.. it used to be more then me riding up, anyways went to gas station pump air and went off to ride around sengkang... was too damn bored la... all my skill rusty alr.. but still can BH over e center of the road thingy, dno whats that called la.. not the fence la.. -.- anyways went back down to green and contact the butch, met up with loti and co at stage and slowly more and more people came down... den all slack slack talk talk play bike play scooter.. childhood memories sia... hahs.. anyways slacked till 7 and when i reach home the butch call and say go swim... so went to swim and then back home... den cnt sleep cos going aunt`s house for house warming... slack er ded there,makan, drink, home, and poof gone to lala land~ woke up ytd evening and was damn bored...used the com then dom called say he wan come over my place stay, so he and cal now sleeping in my living rm... just came back from going out... met drew slack slack la liang... den went over to meet hai ping girl , ahhuang and their fren.. slacked till 5 am den homed.. now somebody so quiet alr don`t talk to me much le. **emo** anyways was glad to see her after soo long la... and now i`m gonna sleep till tonight and party @ butter fact.! shall enjoy this night as it`s e last before school reopens... will b working on this sunday @ hilton hotel... shioks~ anyways thats all pee pole =D

Lols BackFlip down to pool =P
Blurry lei.. aiyo..
Super Guai U dunno Only


__And i know that it`s crazy to ask you to come back,but i know that i`m stronger then this.. lala`s~ this sentence kinda rang in my head out of a sudden. & it doesn`t mean a thing =D


Moon;; u bleahx what! =x


Lemuel;; de um hello i would like to speak to sum bow dee who can speak the um chinese? lols.! link me up if u got blog man


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Friday, June 19, 2009 ' 4:03 AM
Friday June 19th,
-Thanks For The Offer,Sorry For The Bad Hospitality-

Okay nothing much happened recently..went for another interview at Amk hub..Rizwan`s intro.. i wonder if we`ll get the job.. met up with sx and louti @ louti`s place...slacked had dinner there.. thks bro, and then off to amk.. on the way to the bus stop saw clynston n sx go over take cigg and never take lighter...soo ran over to take lighter and saw HaiPing! long time never see her already... bo xim one sia she.. hahas... anyways got up the bus slacked,reached hub and went to meet rizwan and then fill in application and left... sians... wonder when can i get another job... home`d after that as i had no money at all to go anywhere else... rotted and rotted...shall be going for another interview tday and hopefully this will work out as its hotel line and i`m more interested in working in hotels... sians... completed these few games le xDD was too bored...ciao!


___Some say single is best,others say they cant live without their partners...but i guess to me is that not to live is the best..


Moon;; Never see lei..so zek ak!

Joey;; Faster put ahs!! x)

XianFu;; added alr la angkong siao =x



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Wednesday, June 17, 2009 ' 5:29 PM
Wednesday 17th june.
-BroKe-

Great I spent my last 10 dollars going to serangoon garden to meet the rest and guess what? when i reached all say leaving already but earlier when i called all say not so early leave.. ji tao du lan hao bu hao.. zzz ok nvm cabbed back to hougang... wanted to dota... called sister and she say she wann go off le @ 12+... asked her if can help us open for 1 game.. she say no.. ok nvm... we planned on soccer and left for back court... after reaching back court @ 2+3 FL called and say lan open for us... den i was like wtf... and while reaching saw sister just go off only? .... speechless to how people have changed... hais... nvm... dota`d.. and 3 drunk ppl came back... so troublesome... i mean like.. u know u bei tahan.. u still come out for fuck? straight go home mahs... make us need tc u all.. omg la...arghh fucked up day yesterday... i`m so fucking broke but i`m starting to see who i can trust in the group and treat as a real bro... ciao.

___-Suru Suru,Suru Suru...-drifting and drifting.... will we drift back to strangers?

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Tuesday, June 16, 2009 ' 8:08 PM
Tuesday 16th june.
-UnForGetAble-

Woots... went for job interview yesterday. supposed to go for 2 , but end up some fucker wan act like me dont sleep one whole night and in e morning bei tahan dun wan bring us go for the interview... got fucking pissed off with that fucker.. i also haven sleep and he play this cb stunt... he better care abit... seriously... thanks to him i lose my job at RC and now he wan make me lose my chance for another job? pcb..anyways skip that... after interview went over to green for dota... played inhouse... 1.10 per hour.. so shiok? anyways played till 5+ bused home and got ready to go meet drew n co for tonights main event.. woo...ok went over to hougang mrt and saw sotong.. hah... after that i jun and drew went down to clarkequay first as drew had to do some things there... he take tickets le we help him do street sales but failed eh... hahas... so the last 2 tickets came from joey and amelia.. arigato gozaimas . ok after that met up with kz n co.. slack awhile den went over le.. the gig took damn long la... waste of time at my point of view... after the gig ended the party started and all happy only.... it was enjoyable la.. saw many many friends there... and i saw my pri school fren which i haven't seen in 5 years! omg...ok anyways 12+ went to meet joey at the entrance with drew to pass her tix... then went back in to enjoy... ppl started pk-ing at the back... so we joined in la.. damn fun .. people dancing together for fun and not to xl each other... anyways i and kz knew nuts about techtonik.. so left that to mor peng.. hahas... jn should have came la.. then he and kz tag... anyways pk with some guy den half way i bei tahan alr i ask kz go and WEE U WEET! MR. LOH KAI ZHANG IVAN OWNED THE DANCEFLOOR SIA! ALL EYES ON HIM. AISEH! hahaha!!!
ai zai la.. after event went to slack and talk den all bei tahan alr cab home.. and i'm at negative 30 dollars now... damn jia lat... hais..supposed to either club or drink tonight but now i dont have a choice alr.. home and dota... die la.. diu lei lou mou ham ka chan! 23rd event interested look for me or my boss! c'mon don`t be mean, take from us tix!

Thats all people~


__I Dreamt you were there...


Dom;; relink`d

Moon;; Talk about yourself~ HAHAs








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Monday, June 15, 2009 ' 12:20 AM
Monday 15th june.
-EmoTionLess-


Ok 12am on this date.. Lol... Saturday went down to city hall for some IT fare thing with Rachel,Sam,Nicky.. met up around 6.45 as i'm late as usual... went there cause i rachel say wan go ... upon reaching guess what.. we walk in and then back out already... she complain so pack... then i and nicky was like... wtf? ok nvm skip all that... went for dinner @ kfc... pack also...stupid fare... i hate town damn it... anyways after dinner we were supposed to take ciggs from a fren of rachel's but after waiting for approximately 15 min that guy said that he had none...second time kena dua by her already...Ji Tao shag qu... anyways left with nicky and sam came from behind..nicky tio molested.. woo.. hahahas... anyways talked about things that i shall not post here on the train... seriously some people can be soo childish to spread untrue rumours....great now then i realise what that person did... yawns... and that persons partner another one... seriously... oh well i gave up the backstreet life already... no more fights right? hahas... ok nicky came over to my place... slacked and played dota and all.... i am sooo damn broke damn it... hais.... i really need a job... cause RC just BL'd me FOR NO FCKING REASON... i was not even informed on the OC event... and they tell me i have to wait a few months to go back to work? argh... pissed off with them already... work for them swee swee they play this stunt with me... forget it... anyways after nicky left i couldn't get to sleep for some reason....shall not talk about it anymore...entertained myself with my computer and psp.... reminiscing over some things...only to realise it was morning when i looked out the window... so caught some shut eye and was woken up about 2 hours later as i was supposed to have dinner with my grand parents.. so forced myself to wake up and head over to their house... after having lunch there my aunt drove me home and first thing i did was rush to my bed after using the toilet....while i was asleep things happened and i did not realise anything till i woke up.... i'm speechless to what you have done as it somehow touched me... it'll be the last time alright? anyways woke up and sx asked me to call him... call him le he say tomorrow go for 2 job interviews... one at orchard and the other at tampines.. i was like wtf... but well for the money its worth the travel.... shall go to sleep now bahs...oh yeah anyone has any suggestions towards my font colours? i know its hard to read but i cant think of a solution to fix it... ideas please~ oh yeah i've updated my songs as i guessed people that view this blog have gotten bored of the songs.. hahas.. all R&B .. well sorta.. hahs. ciao~


___i shall leave u in a piece of my unwanted past..you have betrayed me and i shall never trust u once more..you should have known better that i never give people like you a second chance.


-Edited-
____& I've finally understood the true meaning to move on after hopping onto some bow dee`s blog... & i`ll do just that...this is what the person had said in my own words...'' I`ll have the strength to carry on with the memories we had,and i`ll live on my life without you.''
i understood this the first time i read it and phrased it in this way..i`ll put these word`s into actions as i had given you uncountable hours and chances...even though i was the one to ask for chances i realize now that i don't need those chances any longer for i have people who treasure me much more then you ever did..tonight will be the night these rupturing thoughts of you are pieced together and left up upon the wall like a puzzle that is finally complete and placed up upon the wall just for reference.. i hate the way i let you go...but i hate that i couldn`t let you go even more...by the time i wake up the next morning you`ll be but a part of a nightmare.




Moon;; BBQ MAN LEI.. WHA... Bo Wei Gong.


JiaEn;; Don't lie la mummy ~ i look so weird canns... omg... anyways loves you many many.. tc wors ^^

Dom;; wtf? u two trying be funny ahs? = =


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Wednesday, June 10, 2009 ' 11:22 PM
Wednesday 10th june.

ok i know i havent blogged in awhile.. was damn lazy... anyways i cant remember what i did on friday and sat... but i rmb celebrating rachel de bday.. shd b friday la. hahahas... ok we went amk for a movie... den went lan... den had dinner.. was fucking pissed cause it took an hour to cook sambal hor fan? fuck u bitches... waste my time... waste everybody's time... slutty assholes.. lols.. ok whatever.. after that homed and dota dota slp... so lifeless.. sat slept in the morning so can sleep till sunday evening... and boom after wake up dota one round go bathe and change to go club lo... wee u weet.. met up with the whole group.. almost 20+ 30 people go? saw many friends there also... it was fun but damn pack though... anybody saw me?? xDD hahas.. anyways it was fun even though it was hard to walk... after club cabbed to hougang mac slack and home.. my head was killing me... last few days rot at home... going to bring friends to interview tomorrow... and i shall start my work once again... if not bo lui liao...
15th june event @ the arena interested contact me and i will contact my boss! hahas... help u adv alr hor.. 2nd GL MINE BABY! hahas...anyways some stupidgirl now oversea... so sad.. later she kena kidnap or bang by car den no more stupidgirl le.. sad sia... LOL... anyways DOTA v 6.60 IS OUT!! own sia... now got so much changes.. hahs.. anyways i'm off to dota... so no life.. i know.. anyways i redyed my hair.. well.. sorta.. and im broke! huat ah!
Freak! lol xD
lol short hair... own'd =(
Somewhere in e club @ the top where u can see everyone. well.. kinda.. haha!


___& do you know sometimes you still walk across my mind? i thought i saw you.. but it wasnt you...when i walked over your gone.. just like in real life i guess..its been soo long..



AhMa;; kampuah guai alr ah! u dno only!

JiaEn;; will tc de.... erzi <3 too ="))

Cherie;; relink'd.



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Thursday, June 4, 2009 ' 2:22 AM
Thursday 04 june.


woots... outdated vids and pics but i'll upload them anyway... went green to dota tday... nothing much.. dyed my hair @ tian's house.. thats about it.. ^^





Part 1 o.O

there part 2 abit dark cos e lights went off and on


The cute lil cat
Cat~



i swear the cats damn cute la.. but so sad we had to give it away.. =/

Just bored.. Before dye~



& after dye~ hahas.. thats all folks~




___I'm not who i used to be,i dont even know who i am anymore.




JiaEn;; hmmm idk but surely there is de la.!

AiQi;; done ^^


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Monday, June 1, 2009 ' 4:32 AM
Monday 1st june.


Woots,ohaiyo~ hahahas.. just woke up after 12 + hours of sleep.. omg... hhahas... ytd went to my aunts new house @ bkt panjang.. owns sia e condo.... ok didnt sleep on saturday night as i was feeling giddy... psp to com and on and on till morning... change and went off to help her ban jia lo... went to her place to get her stuff.. den over to her bf's place to get his stuff...very de chuan ah.... hahas.... and when we reached the security say no moving on sunday's... i feel like saying i fuck u in the butt. vroom vroom~ lol.. but neh.. so mean... sooo they called e management and all as they alr informed that they would be moving in on a sunday... end up they llss... hah! then they kena shoot by us as we say u think we move for fun ah... lol~ anyways had a nice chat with my aunts boyf in e lorry~ hahas... to survive u can everyday eat prata what... but is see u wan survive by eating highclass food or normal food lo... ^^ totally agree... hehs... anyways my QAD came over as it was only 10mins away from her house and when she reach she cant find the place.. so dumb =x....anyways after unpacking jitao go swimming pool backflipp in... shiok only~after swim le went up and had a bath... starting i dno how on e water... den after that i on le e water thingy anyhow fly sia LOL... e water pressure too strong le... damn shiok... hehs.. after my bath slacked and talked with qad~ eat le watch tv den home! wakakas... den jiu sleep till now lo ^^ going to East Coast Park later on~ lucky no more sentosa... woot! sayonara~


___You noe how to touch,so i don't wanna fight no more...


Calvin;; dood.. FUCK YOU!

JiaEn;; heheh... ofcos i will.. i feeling tons better le.. heh~ will drink more n more water... dont worry la.. i nvr protect you alot ppl also will de =x

C.heryl;; yohs~ got well le ^^ thks for e concern (x

WL;; taken care le ^^

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