i'm dead lazy and this blog is dead~ lazy to revive already... anyways its been hell of a boring past 2 weeks.. i feel so lifeless now and N's are just around the corner..i'm gettin lazier by the minute and more tired by the second.. rahh any nice anime to intro!? one that is NOT ongoing! Just finish an anime called ''history's strongest disciple kenichi'' intro'd by my good white duck brother. nice ending, good comedy and fights. and thats all for now, till N`s are over i ain't updating frequently,
__Losing track of whats right, i cant see left nor right no more.. i couldn't bring myself to wish you a happy bday, for reason's i just cant explain. but i'm sure one of them was that i never wanna be shot down by you again.. i still can remember the way i felt the day you told me that you still think of me. but that never lasted more then 3 days and you shot me down the day i soared higher then the sky.. i'll never forget those words you said to me, & i think it's alright now as i've forgiven myself for thinking of these words throughout the years.. i won't say who you are, i won't say anything more then these words..'' why didn't you tell me earlier?'' & '' i'm sorry but i think i wanna concentrate on this r/s '' .. know yourself le bahs .. almost every single day after that i contacted you but you never replied my sms's or calls.. i was always around your place but never once did you show up, maybe it's fate and retribution for the things i've done..but don't worry ehs! no hard feeling anymore..^^V you don't have to speak to me anymore and i know u can't be bothered too..after seeing the way you are now i realise.. all the changes i made never caught your eyes.. and all the changes you made have always caught my eyes.. さよなら私の一番お別れ ___Loving you was a gift, having you love me back was a fantasy, having you love me forever was just a dream that was out of question.
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Vel;; heyos! link'd!
Ahma!;; ok! must contact me ahs!
Tian;; trying le bro. hahas
Joshua;; heys!
Eddy;; Relinked!
Cherie;; so guai ahs xP
Mindy;; arigato gozaimasu! study hard ahs~
JiaYang;; bro~! ps i hardly go green le.. after N's you will see me everyday if your there alright!
Dorothy;; linked!
Friday, September 4, 2009
'1:24 AM
September 04~ -Through the limits through the walls-
Bla just updating a lil to keep this blog from dying off..been rotting everyday at home. ah fuck this sshit.. just feel like typing some senseless shit here.
No matter how high a person climbs, eventually he'll fall.. the higher we climb the harder we'll fall.. if i could turn back time i'd never love you.. if the world was a much better place where people would help each other without bothering to gain shit then this world would not come to an end.. and if i die tonight i'll take the memories and the pain to my grave without regrets.. and if you were to ever come back into my life.. i swear i'd never make the same mistake to fall for you.. as the days go by i wonder why i still keep u here in my heart.. but now i see all those dreams were just illusion's to make me lose track of what i really want.. and i'll make sure this time , day by day, that each n every piece of our broken puzzle is burnt by the flames of the desire to break free from the thoughts of you.. even if i take another day to reminisce.. i'll take and hour to forget.... i think back and look at the pictures of the times we all spent together as one.. but now all i can hear are silent laughters of the past we shared.. with time flying by.. stopping for not a single person.. i can feel the bonds slowly break.. but none of us can stop this fate.. i wish i was a better person.. to make the ppl around me happy..but i know noe that in some peoples eyes.. i'm either just another obstacle they have to cross or a nuisance to be put aside.. bla bla bla thats it i guess LOL ciaos~ i cant even see the reason why i type this crap and if u ask me to retype this exactly the same i dont think i can. rofl~
Tuesday September 01 -HCS ?- Okays, went to club ytd with many many people~ saw many people that i haven't seen for quite a long time there, lets see... met up with all of them at mall mrt @ 7+,left hougang at 8+? reached there event just start.. not bad ah.. starting not very good. no feel at all.. the starting songs are... anyways thanks to some asshole i wasted almost an hour outside and missed out alot of songs.. re-entry didnt move either.. sucks! ok! nvm.. skip ~ cabbed back to green, slacked, waited first bus.. then home! ok i'm rotting now.. gonna go study soon bahs.. argh crap.. and i fucking love this MV!
__If only u could see.
Tag Replies.
ShaoBin;; relink you le ^^
HuiMin;; AHMA!! long time no see =D
SX;; u go bang wall. u die one day before i die =P
Aaron;; had fun lo!
Hubert;; ME UP~~~~
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