Tuesday, October 13, 2009
' 3:42 AM
-confusions-
i know now... and i understand clearly this time around..and you'll be the last to win my heart.. the cuts from the broken glasses could never compare to the cuts inside.. from this moment, this second, this minute.. i'll never trust a girl again.. i'm going back.. to before i met you.. i've been missing that life, and i've always controlled myself telling myself you'll be back someday, well fck it it's never coming.. not in 2 years, not ever, 2012 EOTW! fcking gonna toy people's feeling as if they were crap from today onwards.. i wonder what blinded me.. everyone knew the outcome. never did i trust them... as i trusted you.. but now seeing it through these eyes.. i see the fool i was for reserving your place in my heart..oh well.. i know i can go on! i got my stupidgirl, B.O.T, bro's, hdk's, friend's and a girl that listens to my every heartbreak. what more can i ask for? the last few days were great with you replying and talking to me.. but now i know they were just fake and i was thinking too much..BUT know this. those words i said. i meant them a thousand more times then i said them.. FASTFORWARDING~~ whee! 2 more days to JiaYangs chalet! hope stupidgirl will go with me x) gonna get some stuff for the chalet later on in the evening, just came back from green with Sx and co. and going up the carpark made my mind clear.. thanks louti for accompanying me up there! and thanks to Sx for trying to cheer me up the whole day X) really appreciate it. sx baby love you many many la! but biatch u scam me saying this com format no prob . arsehole. and 15 or 16th i might be going club depending the bday boy! sooo clubbers see you there! contact me for tix ! who ever said i not selling!? wahahahs! ohhh and yeah 2 more ppl i have to add in to thank! firstly is lyn for always being there for me ! and last but not least allison tan the sotong for keeping me entertained =P thats about it! i'm back to my normal self! no more breaking any stuff over stupid reasons anymore ! promise! i know alot ppl see le very sad.. so i'm sorry for acting so childish to all the people who cared =D ok now i'm gonna bathe.. and take my beauty sleep.. but idk how am i gonna bathe with my right hand bandaged... SEX ME UP!!!
__you come, you go, just like the wind.
Tag Replies!
Joey;; stupidgirl! don't worry i'm fine now ;)
Alicia;; yohs! i'll relink tomorrow or so alright?
JinHong;; i'll link you tmr or so dood. i miss you too =(
