Wednesday, September 23, 2009
' 7:35 AM
23rd Sept,
-These Wounds They Will Not Heal-
i'm dead lazy and this blog is dead~ lazy to revive already... anyways its been hell of a boring past 2 weeks.. i feel so lifeless now and N's are just around the corner..i'm gettin lazier by the minute and more tired by the second.. rahh any nice anime to intro!? one that is NOT ongoing! Just finish an anime called ''history's strongest disciple kenichi'' intro'd by my good white duck brother. nice ending, good comedy and fights.
and thats all for now, till N`s are over i ain't updating frequently,
__Losing track of whats right, i cant see left nor right no more.. i couldn't bring myself to wish you a happy bday, for reason's i just cant explain. but i'm sure one of them was that i never wanna be shot down by you again.. i still can remember the way i felt the day you told me that you still think of me. but that never lasted more then 3 days and you shot me down the day i soared higher then the sky.. i'll never forget those words you said to me, & i think it's alright now as i've forgiven myself for thinking of these words throughout the years.. i won't say who you are, i won't say anything more then these words..'' why didn't you tell me earlier?'' & '' i'm sorry but i think i wanna concentrate on this r/s '' .. know yourself le bahs .. almost every single day after that i contacted you but you never replied my sms's or calls.. i was always around your place but never once did you show up, maybe it's fate and retribution for the things i've done..but don't worry ehs! no hard feeling anymore..^^V you don't have to speak to me anymore and i know u can't be bothered too..after seeing the way you are now i realise.. all the changes i made never caught your eyes.. and all the changes you made have always caught my eyes..
さよなら私の一番お別れ
___Loving you was a gift, having you love me back was a fantasy, having you love me forever was just a dream that was out of question.
Tag Replies!!
Vel;; heyos! link'd!
Ahma!;; ok! must contact me ahs!
Tian;; trying le bro. hahas
Joshua;; heys!
Eddy;; Relinked!
Cherie;; so guai ahs xP
Mindy;; arigato gozaimasu! study hard ahs~
JiaYang;; bro~! ps i hardly go green le.. after N's you will see me everyday if your there alright!
Dorothy;; linked!
