Monday, June 15, 2009
' 12:20 AM
Monday 15th june.
-EmoTionLess-
Ok 12am on this date.. Lol... Saturday went down to city hall for some IT fare thing with Rachel,Sam,Nicky.. met up around 6.45 as i'm late as usual... went there cause i rachel say wan go ... upon reaching guess what.. we walk in and then back out already... she complain so pack... then i and nicky was like... wtf? ok nvm skip all that... went for dinner @ kfc... pack also...stupid fare... i hate town damn it... anyways after dinner we were supposed to take ciggs from a fren of rachel's but after waiting for approximately 15 min that guy said that he had none...second time kena dua by her already...Ji Tao shag qu... anyways left with nicky and sam came from behind..nicky tio molested.. woo.. hahahas... anyways talked about things that i shall not post here on the train... seriously some people can be soo childish to spread untrue rumours....great now then i realise what that person did... yawns... and that persons partner another one... seriously... oh well i gave up the backstreet life already... no more fights right? hahas... ok nicky came over to my place... slacked and played dota and all.... i am sooo damn broke damn it... hais.... i really need a job... cause RC just BL'd me FOR NO FCKING REASON... i was not even informed on the OC event... and they tell me i have to wait a few months to go back to work? argh... pissed off with them already... work for them swee swee they play this stunt with me... forget it... anyways after nicky left i couldn't get to sleep for some reason....shall not talk about it anymore...entertained myself with my computer and psp.... reminiscing over some things...only to realise it was morning when i looked out the window... so caught some shut eye and was woken up about 2 hours later as i was supposed to have dinner with my grand parents.. so forced myself to wake up and head over to their house... after having lunch there my aunt drove me home and first thing i did was rush to my bed after using the toilet....while i was asleep things happened and i did not realise anything till i woke up.... i'm speechless to what you have done as it somehow touched me... it'll be the last time alright? anyways woke up and sx asked me to call him... call him le he say tomorrow go for 2 job interviews... one at orchard and the other at tampines.. i was like wtf... but well for the money its worth the travel.... shall go to sleep now bahs...oh yeah anyone has any suggestions towards my font colours? i know its hard to read but i cant think of a solution to fix it... ideas please~ oh yeah i've updated my songs as i guessed people that view this blog have gotten bored of the songs.. hahas.. all R&B .. well sorta.. hahs. ciao~
___i shall leave u in a piece of my unwanted past..you have betrayed me and i shall never trust u once more..you should have known better that i never give people like you a second chance.
-Edited-
____& I've finally understood the true meaning to move on after hopping onto some bow dee`s blog... & i`ll do just that...this is what the person had said in my own words...'' I`ll have the strength to carry on with the memories we had,and i`ll live on my life without you.''
i understood this the first time i read it and phrased it in this way..i`ll put these word`s into actions as i had given you uncountable hours and chances...even though i was the one to ask for chances i realize now that i don't need those chances any longer for i have people who treasure me much more then you ever did..tonight will be the night these rupturing thoughts of you are pieced together and left up upon the wall like a puzzle that is finally complete and placed up upon the wall just for reference.. i hate the way i let you go...but i hate that i couldn`t let you go even more...by the time i wake up the next morning you`ll be but a part of a nightmare.
Moon;; BBQ MAN LEI.. WHA... Bo Wei Gong.
JiaEn;; Don't lie la mummy ~ i look so weird canns... omg... anyways loves you many many.. tc wors ^^
Dom;; wtf? u two trying be funny ahs? = =
