Friday, April 16, 2010
' 10:56 AM
-Incorrect state of mind-
Konichiwaa!
it's like 10:40AM right now and i'm still not asleep...how great! i'm totally not tired and i got nothing to do.. Sx off to chu shi, jh sch, mel camp, alvin shd b aslp, bready shd school. arghh... nvm bahs! update update abit ! if not it's really gonna die. sorryy people no pics from yesterday with me! XT's b'day ytd, damnn epic this i'm sure! her block de ppl damn kia su bodoh! we below set up candles and all on e grass patch ppl call police 3 car come . so cool la ! and xt come down jitao crazy as usual. haha! not bad sia her bday got 5 policemen VIP. damnn cute. anyways cut it short bahs ! cut cake smash cake makan cab home and rot till now staring at my screen wondering what to do.. damn i feel so fcking lost.. oh yeah i got new job le! damn happy! i swear imma work my ass off just to forget something.. and we'll be known as GBMC from like 2 wks ago. HAHA! lazy upload vid here.! woot i'm soo close to windmail! finally done 2 rounds, just not clean! damn it! & bday comin le~ but it won't really mean a thing w/o you,, i'd say FML but i know you feel worse den i do soo yeah. about what you said.. wakaranai, i really dont know right now..
Some say to forget someone is to love someone else, but what if you the person you love became the person you had to forget once more? fuck this love game all it ever does is go round.
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Tag Replies!
Shaobin;; cos i just don't miss you :(
Jun;; love you too la =D
Esther;; waht sial! my blog's dead anyway ~
Allison;; sotong 1 ! updated le! wahaha
Shaobin;; cos i just don't miss you :(
Jun;; love you too la =D
Esther;; waht sial! my blog's dead anyway ~
Allison;; sotong 1 ! updated le! wahaha
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
' 3:17 PM
-Koniiichiiiwaaaaaaaa!@#!@#-
Woohooo~~~ just a short update to reply my tags and stop my blog from rotting, wooo suddenly see my blog got this guy naming himself *d* trying to tell me what to do when he/she doesn't even hold his/her name with pride. what a joke.. anyways i can't be bothered... wooo~~ past few days mahjong frenzy bodoh! last week clubbed 3 times in a week~~ vid's @ FB! anyways going off for an interview for $7 per hour~ guess how i found it?! ...................................................i was sitting down just opening e newspaper for no reason and saw this ad~ WOO~ amazing ryt?! hahaha! anyways gtg soon~ ciaos!@#
Freddy;; hahah~ love love chuuuusss LOL
Dorothy;; hihi'sss ^^
Squiddy;; alrights! thanks =)
Aiqi;; yes? yes~~ yess???
Curious;; which song you referring to?
Passerby;; Www.animefreak.tv
Woohooo~~~ just a short update to reply my tags and stop my blog from rotting, wooo suddenly see my blog got this guy naming himself *d* trying to tell me what to do when he/she doesn't even hold his/her name with pride. what a joke.. anyways i can't be bothered... wooo~~ past few days mahjong frenzy bodoh! last week clubbed 3 times in a week~~ vid's @ FB! anyways going off for an interview for $7 per hour~ guess how i found it?! ...................................................i was sitting down just opening e newspaper for no reason and saw this ad~ WOO~ amazing ryt?! hahaha! anyways gtg soon~ ciaos!@#
________& you know it's all for the best, we know it is
Tag Replies~Freddy;; hahah~ love love chuuuusss LOL
Dorothy;; hihi'sss ^^
Squiddy;; alrights! thanks =)
Aiqi;; yes? yes~~ yess???
Curious;; which song you referring to?
Passerby;; Www.animefreak.tv
Sunday, February 28, 2010
' 12:22 PM
-Resolve,Resume & Reap are th 3R's in my head right now~~-
Okeyy i'm just gonna make this long and wordy, cause only people who give a damn about me will bother to read my post's, whether it's all words, all picture's or bullshit they'll still read it cause they care! so here goes,~~
hello people , i know many people have been re-visiting my blog just to check if i've updated, i've got plenty of comments saying my blog's dead ah, got spider web and all.! so i shall update to entertain those people! SO! what have i been up to recently... lets see.. i've strayed away from the people @ Green, wonder if they even once said '' eh where gab go ah? miss him sia.'' or just a ''hey wan call gab come green mahs'' i also gam wan.. but i guess i'm thinking a hell too much eh.. well been looking at myself in the mirror for the pass day's that i've stayed home, and every single time i look into it, i see a problem.. i'm not as perfect and great as i thought i was.. i'm just a lazy bum staying at home wasting his life away.. the precious time i've wasted could never be recovered but what am i doing about it?! nothing but telling myself tomorrows gonna be a better day, i keep running from the facts.. and i just can't stop running, i'm full of excuses and crap, and i've been looking at how other people have changed for the better.. for the best.. and i look back at myself and ask myself.. have i changed at all? i'm still that lazy hot headed kid i was back then... just that i'm a little calmer and matured now.. but even so..is that enough? can i even make it out there? well.. this has gone through my mind over and over every single day i sit down at switch my computer on, and everytime i play my games or watch my anime.. all that goes through my mind is this '' is this really how i should spend my time? i've wasted enough time and now i'm repeating my same old mistakes, i need a job but i'm too darn lazy to find one.. and i'm not qualified but i want a good and decent pay! ok forget about this, i guess i'm just tired'' but i guess th fact is that i'm not mentally tired or anything, i'm just tired of my own fcking excuses and lies! why can't i be like everyone else? being able to get off from their bed when they want to, able to make up their minds and stick to it instead of being so FUCKING FICKLE MINDED! arghh... brother's are great, friend's are important, lover's are part of us, parent's love and care.. but when it all goes down the drain.. your all alone inside no matter how hard anyone tries to get to you.. all we do is push them away saying that we're fine when we're not and we don't even know how to solve the problems in our hearts... and yeah i got my wish , staying at home everyday, don't have to go to school, don't have a care in th world at all..but what's it worth now.. it doesn't make me happy at all nor does it seem to help me in any means .. everybody wants to turn back the time so they could correct their own mistakes.. personally i have mistakes i wish i never made too..but can we really turn back time if we even had a wish or there was a miracle? i doubt that it'll help at all.. i'm beating myself up from the inside trying to find something meaningful to do but all i find inside is the anger and hatred i've kept deep down inside of me...everybody dreams.. people wanna be rich and make it big in life.. but i guess this world's too small for those big dream's... one day it'll all shatter and we'll have to start dreaming again.. all the lucky few that made it far never realise how lucky they are to be where they are .. imagine if they had to go back and lead a normal life for one week.. do you think they can tolerate or last at all? i don't even think i can remember what i've written here as it all came out so sudden... but one things for sure and that's my unhappiness !
Okeyy i'm just gonna make this long and wordy, cause only people who give a damn about me will bother to read my post's, whether it's all words, all picture's or bullshit they'll still read it cause they care! so here goes,~~
hello people , i know many people have been re-visiting my blog just to check if i've updated, i've got plenty of comments saying my blog's dead ah, got spider web and all.! so i shall update to entertain those people! SO! what have i been up to recently... lets see.. i've strayed away from the people @ Green, wonder if they even once said '' eh where gab go ah? miss him sia.'' or just a ''hey wan call gab come green mahs'' i also gam wan.. but i guess i'm thinking a hell too much eh.. well been looking at myself in the mirror for the pass day's that i've stayed home, and every single time i look into it, i see a problem.. i'm not as perfect and great as i thought i was.. i'm just a lazy bum staying at home wasting his life away.. the precious time i've wasted could never be recovered but what am i doing about it?! nothing but telling myself tomorrows gonna be a better day, i keep running from the facts.. and i just can't stop running, i'm full of excuses and crap, and i've been looking at how other people have changed for the better.. for the best.. and i look back at myself and ask myself.. have i changed at all? i'm still that lazy hot headed kid i was back then... just that i'm a little calmer and matured now.. but even so..is that enough? can i even make it out there? well.. this has gone through my mind over and over every single day i sit down at switch my computer on, and everytime i play my games or watch my anime.. all that goes through my mind is this '' is this really how i should spend my time? i've wasted enough time and now i'm repeating my same old mistakes, i need a job but i'm too darn lazy to find one.. and i'm not qualified but i want a good and decent pay! ok forget about this, i guess i'm just tired'' but i guess th fact is that i'm not mentally tired or anything, i'm just tired of my own fcking excuses and lies! why can't i be like everyone else? being able to get off from their bed when they want to, able to make up their minds and stick to it instead of being so FUCKING FICKLE MINDED! arghh... brother's are great, friend's are important, lover's are part of us, parent's love and care.. but when it all goes down the drain.. your all alone inside no matter how hard anyone tries to get to you.. all we do is push them away saying that we're fine when we're not and we don't even know how to solve the problems in our hearts... and yeah i got my wish , staying at home everyday, don't have to go to school, don't have a care in th world at all..but what's it worth now.. it doesn't make me happy at all nor does it seem to help me in any means .. everybody wants to turn back the time so they could correct their own mistakes.. personally i have mistakes i wish i never made too..but can we really turn back time if we even had a wish or there was a miracle? i doubt that it'll help at all.. i'm beating myself up from the inside trying to find something meaningful to do but all i find inside is the anger and hatred i've kept deep down inside of me...everybody dreams.. people wanna be rich and make it big in life.. but i guess this world's too small for those big dream's... one day it'll all shatter and we'll have to start dreaming again.. all the lucky few that made it far never realise how lucky they are to be where they are .. imagine if they had to go back and lead a normal life for one week.. do you think they can tolerate or last at all? i don't even think i can remember what i've written here as it all came out so sudden... but one things for sure and that's my unhappiness !
___________________________In time's like these i wish someone could turn my life around..but..fat hope huh? hahas..
Tag Replies.!
T.HuiMin;; never study cos no ite want's to take me in due to my records. =) & happy CNY
ShaoBin;; not at all
T.HuiMin;; never study cos no ite want's to take me in due to my records. =) & happy CNY
ShaoBin;; not at all
' 12:22 PM
Saturday, February 6, 2010
' 4:03 PM
-Drink Drank Drunk Gone~-
ohaiyo! damn i am sooo lazy to update this dying blog, haven't even took the time to fix my music player =x.. anyways! went shop a few days back with ahsoon and sx! sooo long since i saw soon.. damn... and ytd met up with olivia and nicky! damn it its really been like 3 years since we last hung out like we did yesterday! omg!! really brought back e times... drank like crazy, had lots of fun... and now still got hangover.. rahhh~ anyways! had a fun time yesterday! we should do it again soon guys ! tc with lots of love you two !
err... yeah finished by us =D
finally went to make this card = =''
wahaha fcking big shoe~ UK 45 if i rmb
This! is! ownage! ICECREAM!@#!@#
__in times to come, i'll realise right from wrong.!
Tag Replies.!
Sx;; np arsehole~
Jszeee;; hah!! you guess lo! anyways how have u been?!
Lyn♥;; ahahaha! bleahs~!@# bwg =x
Dom;; bye dickhead~
Tian;; fine fine, you? and i rott at home lo =D
Allison;; okie relink'd!
SingEe;; wah!? simi dai ji!
ohaiyo! damn i am sooo lazy to update this dying blog, haven't even took the time to fix my music player =x.. anyways! went shop a few days back with ahsoon and sx! sooo long since i saw soon.. damn... and ytd met up with olivia and nicky! damn it its really been like 3 years since we last hung out like we did yesterday! omg!! really brought back e times... drank like crazy, had lots of fun... and now still got hangover.. rahhh~ anyways! had a fun time yesterday! we should do it again soon guys ! tc with lots of love you two !
err... yeah finished by us =D
finally went to make this card = =''
wahaha fcking big shoe~ UK 45 if i rmb
This! is! ownage! ICECREAM!@#!@#__in times to come, i'll realise right from wrong.!
Tag Replies.!
Sx;; np arsehole~
Jszeee;; hah!! you guess lo! anyways how have u been?!
Lyn♥;; ahahaha! bleahs~!@# bwg =x
Dom;; bye dickhead~
Tian;; fine fine, you? and i rott at home lo =D
Allison;; okie relink'd!
SingEe;; wah!? simi dai ji!
Monday, January 25, 2010
' 8:45 AM
A pig + An Alien Sheep = many many hearts =D
-Colors Of The Heart!-
Tadaima! gah the blog doesn't even reply. anyways! i can't seem to get to sleep.. so i'm blogging to burn time... anyways! its been one hell of a crazy day on sat, met up with bro's JH,SX and BREADY! hoho~ went to plaza to slack slack.. had a round of billiard and off to slack more.. at the end something mad happened.. shall not speak of it so openly to play safe =) wahah! it's been damn long since i ran like that.. and it's been even longer since i smelt that smell! ahaha! anyways~ i'm going back to rotting now.. just wanted to upload a few pics of the chalet of jovin~ ahah! ciaos~
OH! and SX if your reading this! get a grip of yourself bro, don't need girl girl also can la! got my love more then enough ryt?! i only scared you suffocate from it only~ waha! seriously bro~ don't be sad over one failure, so many girls out there~ AND! we gonna be famous someday bro.. so cheer up!
i love this pic! damn cool la~ see my head only =D
Satay kia bodoh = =''
some arsehole also take pic so PROFESSIONAL~! like this also can catch me eating - -
___Before you stepped into my life, all i knew was getting into trouble, making up pathetic excuses and throwing my temper when i lose, but ever since you stepped in, i know i wasn't alone no more... and soon i realized.. there was no reason to seek any more attention or patronize anyone anymore... god sent you to me for a purpose, and that purpose was for me to learn to love from you.. FOREVER this word as people say it's just a lie.. but i'll show you it isn't , everythings gotta start somewhere, so i'm gonna start with this lifetime, and hopefully the next till forever.. lyn chan! aisuki! zen zen aisuki!
Tag Replies.!
T.HuiMin;; not studyin for now oh~
Freddy;; wahaha! met you le~ is where have you been btw!
Jh;; really mehs ?!
Tadaima! gah the blog doesn't even reply. anyways! i can't seem to get to sleep.. so i'm blogging to burn time... anyways! its been one hell of a crazy day on sat, met up with bro's JH,SX and BREADY! hoho~ went to plaza to slack slack.. had a round of billiard and off to slack more.. at the end something mad happened.. shall not speak of it so openly to play safe =) wahah! it's been damn long since i ran like that.. and it's been even longer since i smelt that smell! ahaha! anyways~ i'm going back to rotting now.. just wanted to upload a few pics of the chalet of jovin~ ahah! ciaos~
OH! and SX if your reading this! get a grip of yourself bro, don't need girl girl also can la! got my love more then enough ryt?! i only scared you suffocate from it only~ waha! seriously bro~ don't be sad over one failure, so many girls out there~ AND! we gonna be famous someday bro.. so cheer up!
i love this pic! damn cool la~ see my head only =D
Satay kia bodoh = =''
some arsehole also take pic so PROFESSIONAL~! like this also can catch me eating - -___Before you stepped into my life, all i knew was getting into trouble, making up pathetic excuses and throwing my temper when i lose, but ever since you stepped in, i know i wasn't alone no more... and soon i realized.. there was no reason to seek any more attention or patronize anyone anymore... god sent you to me for a purpose, and that purpose was for me to learn to love from you.. FOREVER this word as people say it's just a lie.. but i'll show you it isn't , everythings gotta start somewhere, so i'm gonna start with this lifetime, and hopefully the next till forever.. lyn chan! aisuki! zen zen aisuki!
Tag Replies.!
T.HuiMin;; not studyin for now oh~
Freddy;; wahaha! met you le~ is where have you been btw!
Jh;; really mehs ?!
Friday, January 15, 2010
' 8:41 PM
-Omoi Kage-
Ohaiyo! finally decided to update a lil bit~ wahaha!
went to iluma for interview yesterday and it was just a waste of time.. but oh well~ managed to play an arcade game i always wanted to play for free! 3 free credits~ wahaha! anyways! it was as fun as i expected it to be~ must bring baby go play! she sure own the game. wahaha! anyways~ cabbed back to hougang and homed.. nth much.. still no course~ sighs.. stupid attendance make me cant get th course i want.. rahhh~ and i'm happy for baby that she can go into poly! whee~~ and i'm 3 years behind her.. crap.. hah! anyways that's all fer now, been practicing bboy and well i guess i improved a lil~ but not up to take the title of bboy just yet~ awhile longer! wahah!
Oh! and i completed part 1 of shakugan no shana! whee!! now on to part 2 ! ciaos!!
ok from this pic u can tell how havoc it was in th cab. LOL
top floor looking down~ wonder if th glass will break xD
nice background of collo lan~
collo lan~
waha~ this is th game hehehe
there!
____konote Wo hanasa naide~ fyi its jap for ''don't let go of my hand '' ^^
Tag Replies!
Joey;; relink'd!
JiaHao;; really kena a course in YS. LOL! why there will cry?
Angela;; ??
Allison;; haha! mehh~~ stupid sotong head ~
Mindy;; hah! heyo's! how's godma?? hope she's fine.. and you too. hope to see you all soon... really been a long time since i last saw you all.. take good care of yourself and godma ok? and don't worry it's not emo =D
T.HuiMin;; haha! okok!
Jan;; what!? i eat grass till sian ah! wan treat me eat other thing!?
Ohaiyo! finally decided to update a lil bit~ wahaha!
went to iluma for interview yesterday and it was just a waste of time.. but oh well~ managed to play an arcade game i always wanted to play for free! 3 free credits~ wahaha! anyways! it was as fun as i expected it to be~ must bring baby go play! she sure own the game. wahaha! anyways~ cabbed back to hougang and homed.. nth much.. still no course~ sighs.. stupid attendance make me cant get th course i want.. rahhh~ and i'm happy for baby that she can go into poly! whee~~ and i'm 3 years behind her.. crap.. hah! anyways that's all fer now, been practicing bboy and well i guess i improved a lil~ but not up to take the title of bboy just yet~ awhile longer! wahah!
Oh! and i completed part 1 of shakugan no shana! whee!! now on to part 2 ! ciaos!!
ok from this pic u can tell how havoc it was in th cab. LOL
top floor looking down~ wonder if th glass will break xD
nice background of collo lan~
collo lan~
waha~ this is th game hehehe
there!____konote Wo hanasa naide~ fyi its jap for ''don't let go of my hand '' ^^
Tag Replies!
Joey;; relink'd!
JiaHao;; really kena a course in YS. LOL! why there will cry?
Angela;; ??
Allison;; haha! mehh~~ stupid sotong head ~
Mindy;; hah! heyo's! how's godma?? hope she's fine.. and you too. hope to see you all soon... really been a long time since i last saw you all.. take good care of yourself and godma ok? and don't worry it's not emo =D
T.HuiMin;; haha! okok!
Jan;; what!? i eat grass till sian ah! wan treat me eat other thing!?
